By Calvin Klein

It's been quite a while since I have allowed my obsessive nature to overcome my otherwise boring life. There is a reason for that. I let an obsession invade every part of my life without exception. It is extremely unhealthy and in the past I have alienated myself by cutting off friends and family. It would be nice if I could obsess about things like getting my degree or exercise or improving my church activity which are all things that I would like to HAVE done. I don't want to do them. I just wish I wanted to. I actually have a fleeting period of wanting to start working out. It lasted for about 15 minutes. It's a start huh? Oh well. I guess it could be worse. It could be White Diamonds by Elizabeth Taylor. In other news, I have passed an amazing and extraordinary milestone. I have held a job for over 1 whole year! Very rare as I get bored and find some very good reason to move on. Now I start pushing for 2. Wish me luck.

Today I have gone in to have a few procedures done. And so far so good. I am beginning to remember what it felt like to not be dealing with the pressure headache every second. They began about 4 months ago and I was beginning to get used to them. They hurt like hell and continually interfered with my ability to work. But it was a matter of how bad my head hurts today. Not whether or not it hurts. 

I am seeing a bit of relief from the pain and don't want to speak to soon as it may just be a coincidence or a short lived thing. The top of  my forehead is numb though and I am wondering if that is a temp thing. I will find in 10 days when I go in 2 get my stitches out.